part of my life

The reason I want to be wif u, want to marry u and have kids wif u is the first time I saw u my heart pump faster. I rasa tak tentu arah. I want to noe u better.

The first time I saw ur face I could see tat u are not easy to get to noe guys when u are attached. After get to noe u, I found tat u are very loving, stubborn, caring, fierce and understanding person. U also had a firm personality.

I also found that if u love a person u'll love him wif all ur heart but if the person play u out, u'll hurt him even more. U're a colourful person.

Aww he's so sweet like sugar. I already melted when he msg me that early in the morning knowing I am merajuk already because he didn't answer me and fell asleep. Yes I am petty like that. But now I still continue to action ego because I am loving the attention from him. LOL.

And sorry hor, he's so wrong at the part I'll hurt the person more. If play me out already how to hurt him sia?!! Dumped already what!

And so I got too much time to spare, thus the photo editting and changing of skins. A bit messy though, but I will not be bothered to amend the codes since I am very, very busy already.

Finally, my birthday celebrations with baby. I felt pitiful for him though since he has to part with his money. Since I am clueless on what I want for my birthday, he suggest on a shopping spree with a budget of $400. Of course I am elated, but then I figure since we are getting hitched soon, wasting of money is not exactly the best idea for now. What's more with the upcoming flat that we purchased. $$$$$$$!!!

Thank you baby, for pampering and splurging on me. For neverending hugs and kisses, endless support, care and concern for me. For placing me first before you and make sure I am safe. For giving me enough food(hahahaha) to eat till I grow sidewards already. For loving me for who I am.

Watch paranormal activity last Saturday night at JP. Baby didn't tell me he had the dvd, so its a waste!! Argh! Anyway, I missed him already.

Had back and slimming massage at Mummy's just now. I swear it was burning hot on my tummy with a temperature of 55. But I am persistent to lose the bulging tummy. Hahahaha!

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Wednesday, December 09, 2009, 8:04:00 PM Somewhere in the archives of this blog, I have whined and complained that my wedding/engagement has been postponed from 2009 to 2010 to 2011. Now that my engagement is over, here comes another problem. I am not getting married on 2011. His side need to postpone till 2012 because they have already made a wedding event next year, which is 2010. So to avoid embarrassment they decided to postpone our wedding till 2012. I do not believe(more in do not like) to have long term relationship or engagement period. The max I will go is 2 years for engagement and 4 years for BGR. I have seen many long term relationship gone to waste and I certainly do not want to be one of them. Many have concerns about how my marriage will be since I do not like long term. Well my dears, marriage is for eternity. Its kind of different I must say. My dream wedding is shattered. I can't have this, can't have that. Can't plan this, can't plan that. Can't do this, can't do that. I am lucky that I did not down for any deposits or else BURN. I just hate the fact that the past is repeating again. We'll see if we ever get married. Right now, our relationship is strained because he did something behind my back, and this problem have to appear soooo at the righhtttt timinggg. P/S : While you were away in KL, I hope you'll ponder on things and our future. Mood : Random Sunday, December 06, 2009, 1:50:00 AM Train-ed to his house, went to Pasir Ris to apply for the cc. Then bus-ed to his house. Yeap we went public today and I must say I am loving it. I am actually pissed and frustrated right now. I do not know how to bring myself to trust him again. Sweet Like Sugar Friday, December 04, 2009, 4:03:00 PM "Bby.. The reason I want to be wif u, want to marry u and have kids wif u is the first time I saw u my heart pump faster. I rasa tak tentu arah. I want to noe u better. The first time I saw ur face I could see tat u are not easy to get to noe guys when u are attached. After get to noe u, I found tat u are very loving, stubborn, caring, fierce and understanding person. U also had a firm personality. I also found that if u love a person u'll love him wif all ur heart but if the person play u out, u'll hurt him even more. U're a colourful person. I love ur cute nose, sexy lips, ur very nice butt but I love every part of u. I love when u hug me tight. I love when u scold me. I love everything about u. I love u syg." Aww he's so sweet like sugar. I already melted when he msg me that early in the morning knowing I am merajuk already because he didn't answer me and fell asleep. Yes I am petty like that. But now I still continue to action ego because I am loving the attention from him. LOL. And sorry hor, he's so wrong at the part I'll hurt the person more. If play me out already how to hurt him sia?!! Dumped already what! Baby, baby. Belated Birthday Sunday, November 29, 2009, 11:56:00 PM And so I got too much time to spare, thus the photo editting and changing of skins. A bit messy though, but I will not be bothered to amend the codes since I am very, very busy already. Finally, my birthday celebrations with baby. I felt pitiful for him though since he has to part with his money. Since I am clueless on what I want for my birthday, he suggest on a shopping spree with a budget of $400. Of course I am elated, but then I figure since we are getting hitched soon, wasting of money is not exactly the best idea for now. What's more with the upcoming flat that we purchased. $$$$$$$!!! Anyway, we went to ION for the very first time(lol) but nothing caught my eye. I think Paragon is better but anyway we planned to shop at ION when we are buying our exchange gifts. Hehehehe. Then to Paragon and bought AX since its on sale, had dinner and off to Vivo. Bought shoes and sandals and I didn't know that Charles & Keith had collections of really beautiful shoes. Or is it me? Then bought adidas jacket which I think I love it to the core cause its R.E.D. We spent 45 mins deciding which colour suits me and I settle for red. Oh yah, I cropped the picture because my face looks extremely masai. Hahaha! Oh yah, baby said the dress looks tight on me but me being me, I take it as an insult no matter what he says. LOL. I am so fat already that can even see my navel but actually I don't care lah. As long as baby accepts who I am and he's happy I am happy too. And so, (I love this picture the most!!) Thank you baby, for pampering and splurging on me. For neverending hugs and kisses, endless support, care and concern for me. For placing me first before you and make sure I am safe. For giving me enough food(hahahaha) to eat till I grow sidewards already. For loving me for who I am. FOR EVERYTHING, BABY. And also, thank you for being you. I love you. *Your soon to be wifey(insya'allah)* Supper Date Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 6:48:00 PM Watch paranormal activity last Saturday night at JP. Baby didn't tell me he had the dvd, so its a waste!! Argh! Anyway, I missed him already. Had back and slimming massage at Mummy's just now. I swear it was burning hot on my tummy with a temperature of 55. But I am persistent to lose the bulging tummy. Hahahaha! Morning shifts are so fatigue and hectic, and tomorrow I am on afternoon shift. Yeayy for that. And hopefully this Saturday will go as planned.